12 November 2012
As I think back over this year I think of
#1. Our journey of obedience to His Word and will;
#2. the times we are at; and
#3. the importance of being in a love relationship with our Father. #1. The year is nearly over. So many things happened this year. The deeper my understanding of the Spirit the quieter I become. I even stopped posting Aldo'sletters, the main reason being people's quick judgment of that which they don't understand. In my life when I judged others in their walk of faith it was because I was “not being mature enough to understand". It is when we do not have the mind of Christ, but a mind filled with self and our own belief systems that we fight and want to proof our knowledge. I am at a place where I cannot even get angry with anyone. I just thank you for your mail and walk on. Because the price that I and my family paid to learn these things - first hand- through experience upon experience, and with the help of Wisdom through Aldo's pen was costly and very, very real. I even pray that you won’t ever have to learn it our way.
But the sad part is, I was the one who for so long did not believe half of these truths, myself. I was so filled with pride that my opinion was always ready to be given. Today, I humbly thank YHVH for His grace and mercy for teaching us step by step. That is why I don’t judge you when you still fight the truth. I just pray for you and love you. I now understand why our Father allowed what we went through these years of pruning, cleansing and restoration. Because the time that Daniel speaks about is coming. A time of darkness - a time where you will not be able to have authority over the kingdom of darkness - if darkness is still hiding inside of you. This is a time where you will start feeling the turmoil inside your heart, and all your knowledge, your thoughts and perceptions won't be enough to overcome that darkness. Only purity, a humble spirit and holiness brings authority in Christ. Math 7:21 Not everyone who say to Me ”Lord, Lord, will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven.” Yeshua wants us to operate under the Spirit of Wisdom and Understanding. When we receive the Wisdom of heaven and Understanding of that revelation, we unlock divine principles that are essential for accomplishing the Father's will. In His goodness this is available to all, but we are so busy with our human efforts and worldly wisdom that we don’t want to come humbly and in obedience to learn about the truth. It will cost you to get off from your throne of self.
#2. I am not afraid of or moved by fears of the end times, because very often I see how this gets people side tracked. We have to focus on the Truth and aim to keep the main thing the main thing! Love Yeshua with all your heart. Mark 12:30 and you shall love the Lord your God out of and with your whole heart and out of and with all your soul (your life) and out of and with all your mind (with your faculty of thought and your moral understanding) and out of and with all your strength. This is the first and principle commandment.
Having said this I also cannot ignore that we are living in the days identified as “the time of the end”. So there is a specific and unique destiny placed upon this generation. YHVH keeps on telling me, ‘Retah now is the time for the wells of John J Lake, and Andrew Murray to be reopened. Tell my people they need to get all the rubbish out of their fountains, I want streams of living water to flow out of their inner beings.’
But few, so few, hear this calling of God. There is a specific anointing being released from heaven right now, a anointing of love, pure love – because His love leads us into repentance. This anointing will teach us all we need to know to fulfill our God ordained destiny in life. If you are filled with pride and arrogance you will not be able to be filled with this anointing. This anointing comes with a grace to teach us how to abide in Him - in His love - and it is a very unique mandate for our generation. Friday night where I ministered a cloud of His love filled the hall; people were covered in His love. They cried, felt His love, His arms around them and got healed. No fancy stuff, only His pure love – because love changes all! That is all that I have, His love, His perfect love for you.
Yeshua has a purpose and design for each individual. He wants to reveal Himself in and through us, even more in these times where everyone is fighting to be right. His purpose is to bring all, everything about us into harmony with Him and His will for our lives. As you surrender to His will and start listening to His Wisdom - you will start living in His peace. By this you will start to live in a true relationship with your Abba Father, where He will reveal to you the mysteries of Christ.
1Cor 2:9. But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed] and that my friend, no man will be able to take away from you.
By living in and out of His peace you will live Kingdom. You will go to your Father and ask Him: ‘Please reveal Your truth to me.’ I know now that it is not my job anymore to convince people but to love people. So much was taken out of me, Retah, that I do not want to convince you to make you understand that there is so much more than the eye can see.
#3. I know how my ignorance was used by the enemy to keep me blind. Today I only pray that you will find the truth and your perfect destiny in Christ. We have to pray that God will show leaders, AND ALL OF US, His heart. It is not about Obama or Romney, about different churches and different ways of worship. It is not about different names of God or about using a prayer shawl or not. It is about a love relationship with Him, a pure spotless bride, and God’s end time plan through the Bride. Even in your life – I just hope and pray that He finds you on your knees, willing to walk in the supernatural and not fighting about knitty gritty stuff that keeps you away from the main thing –which is LOVING GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART. From this place He himself will teach you all things – START WALKING IN THAT!! We are doing so well, Josh is starting exams. My program is still full, but, I am so thankful that I can do it for the King. I don’t complain, because the whole of December – our summer holidays in South Africa - I am off! Aldo and Chantell are happy and Tinus fights the good fight of faith to get all of his arm’s use back. And Retah, I just bless you my dear friend with God’s love and peace, may you be part of His outpouring of Love. Everything about you will change, shackles will fall, and freedom will be tasted in all areas of your life. You will taste and see that God is good!
Retah and family